Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Stupid.
Stupid creatures.
Stupid annoying bunch of creatures.


Suddenly i love the word 'stupid'.


Why can't you understand?
Why can't you get the message that i wanna see you again?
Why can't you get the hint that i wanna keep the friendshi alive?
Why can't you simply get the fact that i wanna get closer to you??



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Severe ties. Severe ties. Severe ties.

Can we ever make things right?
Can we just berdamai?
Please?
Damn i need to cry.

Eff off.

::life
11/29/2006 08:23:00 PM

My alarm woke me up early in the morning at 6.10am.
So do three messages.
Upon reading one of them, i know i couldn't go back to sleep.



Damn that person who decided to attack her again.
But u know what? I think u lost again. u haven't manage to kill her. And you wont.
Damn u, loser.
YOU are just another loser.
A big-time LOSER.
So you do practise the freedom of exression here.
YOU want the rights, and you got them.
But, hahaha, YOU simply DON'T have the power to hurt her. Coz she's strong, dammit.
YOU, with YOUR effing words, can try harder.

On second thoughts..
Dont bother.
Coz you're just wasting energy trying to kill her.



Sometimes all these happenings make me thankful that my tagboard is kinda dead.
Even if it's not, i don't get sore losers in my tag.



Oooh. Im so wide awake now. Haha.

::life
11/29/2006 06:49:00 AM

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

First of all, more pictures=)
241106
muzzy and kika the cutie=))
giant teddy and muzzy. it reminds me of shai. lol!
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After Puteri Gunung Ledang..

Muzzy and Fizah=))


I love this =D


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Had a movie session at FizahK's house yesterday after Dance. Watched 'Honey'.

Nice meeting you, Shimah!!

Heh.

And Today..

Shopping at Bugis with FizahK!! Heee.

She bought a new bag. Damn it was nice.

I had no cash. So i bought nothing. Haha.

After Bigus, we headed down to FarEast to survey shoes.

Great shopping-without-money day. Haha.

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I think i got over him. Yesssss!!

Hahaha=)

::life
11/28/2006 07:09:00 PM

Sunday, November 26, 2006

The past few days were filled with great events!

Friday facts:
- 2-hr dance rehearsal
- trip to Esplanade with Mira, FarhaNut and her sis, Kika!
- Kika is sooo cute!
- The dikir performance was great=)
- Cabbed home; fully funded by Kak Idayu. Heh. Tnx!

Summation of Saturday:
- Esplanade again for.. PUTERI GUNUNG LEDANG- THE MUSICAL!!!!
- Yantee, FizahC, FizahK, Nawa, Shila, Azzam, Syafiq, Muzzy
- IT WAS SUPERB!
- Tiara Jacquelina is gorgeous=)
- Cavana for dinner
- LOADS OF CAMWHORING(as u can see from the slide before this entry) =D

Today’s trail:
- Madrasah CIP: Jualan Kupon Nasi Briyani Amal
- Library session with FizahK and Nawa
- Hot fudge sundae and chocolate waffle=))
- A new mouse bought by my bro!!! No more mouse-sharing! Yippee!!



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Here’s an old song. But I love the lyrics=)


Blurry- Puddle of Mud

Everything’s so blurry
And everyone's so fake
And everybody’s empty
And everything is so messed up
Pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds youI
stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
You could be my sea
You know that I’ll protect you
From all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
Imagine where you are
There’s oceans in between us
But that’s not very far

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When ya shoved it in my face?
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When ya shoved it in my face?

Everyone is changing
There’s no one left that’s real
So make up your own ending
And let me know just how you feel
'Cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
You could be my sea
You know that I will save you
From all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There’s oceans in between us
But that’s not very far

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When ya shoved it in my face?
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When ya shoved it in my face?
This pain you gave to me

Oh, Nobody told me what you thought
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Told you where to run away
Nobody told you where to hide
Nobody told you what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Showed you where to run away

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When ya shoved it in my face?
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When ya shoved it in my face?
This pain you gave to me

No, this pain you gave to me
Take it all away
Take it all away
Pain ya gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me



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The freedom of saying anything you want.
ANYTHING.
Whether it hurts or not, you don’t care, do you?
Damn I was fucked up.
None of my business, but damn.. I cant be bothered to control my emotions.
It scars, dammit, it scars.
She doesn’t feel like blogging anymore.
Is that what you want? Are you satisfied now, u coward lil’ bitch?



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Hell damn you don’t have to start it first.
Like, duh, I was going to visit it when you told me not to.
Hell you don’t have to tell me to look at the part when you jolly well know I’m observant enough.
Fuck the assumption that I was jealous, when I don’t even bother to.
Coz I bloody know where I stand in your life.


Damn I just cant leave this out. Urgh.



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::life
11/26/2006 09:08:00 PM

251106 esplanade extravaganza!

::life
11/26/2006 12:05:00 AM

Thursday, November 23, 2006

A new maths formula: morning maths lecture + morning peeps = maniacs!
Haha!
The last 30 minutes of the two-hour lecture was spent camwhoring. And I simply changed my position from one side of the LT to the other side, leaving my stuffs, to join the crazy antics of the two jokers.
FizahC andSyafiq followed suit. Haha. Except that Syafiq took his Maths book with him. So hardworking. Haha.


greyscale.

husni's hand hard at workwhile shai cared to pose. whee~

muzzy and syafiq~


the smiles=D

and so morning peeps posed for the cam!

thanks for the pics, big teddy!=))

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Brought my sis to watch 'Happy Feet' after she got back her PSLE results. For a girl like her, i thnk her aggregate's okay.

Damn, 'Happy Feet' was great! Haha=)

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i feel like removing my tagboard.

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its fun isnt it?

going offline without any signal?

even if u dont wanna blurt a word of goodbye, at least say that u gotta go or something.

nahh, some people just bother, i guess. saying that its a hassle, leceh, blabla.

im like that too sometimes.

haiyo, bende kecik gini pun nak dibesar-besarkan.

im just stating what i dislike here. so, sape2 yg terase tu, sorry la eh.

::life
11/23/2006 09:21:00 PM

RaYa 181106=)

::life
11/23/2006 02:53:00 PM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Yesterday(Tuesday).
Another combined dance rehearsal. Chaos, as usual, but not so bad.
Blablabla.

Lunch at JP with the usual clan.

Movie session: StepUp at Yantee's house!! Yippee!

Ran off to Vivo(thats two days in a row); accompanied Fir and Rani in their search for jobs.
Halfway through, we met San and Acil at BK.
And so after their dinner, we continued the job hunting.. and for San, girl-hunting. Hahaha.

I swear im getting bored of Vivo, after the tawaf-ing session yesterday.
Haha.



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Will there ever be a right time?

Is there even such thing as a right time, or wrong time?



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Just a random thought.
My friend once posted this question: "What will happen if a friend's brother fall for you?"
Now im gonna ask: What will happen if you fall for your friend's brother?
Hmm..

::life
11/22/2006 12:27:00 PM

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Its wee hours in the morning and i cant sleep. hhaaha..
so i decided to post pics!
yippee!~ haha..
shall post more next time, when i get MORE of the pics.

Jalan Raye on 181106


Bangla and me. wahaha..
the pic is blurrr, but... whatever=)


me and farhad=) tapi rani sibuk jek. haha.



the team that survived in the last house! only bro masuri, and adilah and najihah werent in the pic..
clockwise from extreme left: kak yati, bro shaf, rusy, us, liyana, ustzh khatijah, kak zura, san, khaliq, farhad, yani, izan, ustzh's mother(infront of izan), kak fizah, daya, muzz
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dance in the afternoon.
rainy day.
vivo for sunset with FizahC and Cikgu.
McD WestCoast for dinner.
i wanna slp now. haha. toodles~

::life
11/21/2006 01:25:00 AM

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Lethargy comes after days of excitement and mixed feelings. So many things happened for the past few days, even in the past few hours.




Wednesday.
The first combined dance rehearsal.
We were taught new steps for the fusion bit.
Wth. They havent even settled on how to combine the individual dances together, and they already started on the fusion part.

And night came with the third rehearsal held for my dikir performance on Friday. Tired.




Thursday.
Dance in the morning.

Lunch with Yantee and FizakC at JP.

Went for an optional dikir rehearsal at night, just to help Hassan out, coz he havent learn his steps yet.
Yes, more practice, more fun and laughter.
And more confessions by Rani. Hmm..




Friday.
2nd combined rehearsal held in LT5. The most chaotic ever. Sheesh.
Stupid system there, i guess.
I knew something like that would happen, coz they didnt settle on how to combine the individual dances first.
Instead, they went ahead on teaching us dance steps for the fusion bit.
At the end of rehearsal, the Malay Dancers were taken as an example for working hard and being committed for the dance=)
All the more we should practice hard right?
So much for that particular teacher telling US MALAY DANCERS not to practice too hard. Hurhur.

The night finally came.
After 4 nights of practice, we put up a showcase of a skit-and-informal-dikir-cum-singing performance. Whoa. A medley of Raya songs sung.
We cocked up just for a second. Coz the solo singer laughed. And we started laughing too. Haha.
Overall we did a great job, looking by the fact that we only had 4 nights to practise =)




Saturday.
Raya outing with madrasah friends.
A record breaking event. Loads of pictures taken. They shall be put up at a later date.
Statistics:
18 - the number of people who tagged along. Also the number of houses visited.
15- the amount of money each had to pay for the transport.
14- the number of hours taken to visit all the houses (From 10.30am till around 12.30am)
10- the amt of money chipped in by me to take a cab home. From Tampines
2- the number of ppl who took a cab home with me, Rani and Daya.
1- the number of transport used for the day.
Countless- the fun had and the bonds created=)
Whooppeedoo!




Sunday(Today).
Went out and came back three times alternately. Haha.
We put up an identical dikir item at the CC.
Then went back to mosque for oral exam.

Minutes after I reached home from madrasah, I went out of the house with the same kebaya that i wore just now. Haha.
With Zul and gang, we serbu my ex-sec sch teacher's houseat CCK.

Reached home. And again, left the house AGAIN to visit an old neighbour of ours.
Haha.




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Im glad that i had the chance, and the courage to talk.
Even if what came out were phrases instead of lengthy sentences or a chunk of conversation.
I guessed the those nights were enough to give me the courage to SAY words out.
And to even take a snapshot.



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Stuck between two teenage love stories. Thats how i felt.
Well, sort of.
'Stuck' isnt exactly a good word used in this case coz im not involved directly.
Im just helping to convey messages. And trying to make one of the stories have a happy ending.

One is a year older than the girl while the other is a year younger.
One is still hoping, and waiting for the girl who's attached, coz she's still in his heart. While the other is hoping to get her again coz he simply cant forget her.

Initially im only helping one. But the other story came out just suddenly.
So.. two messages to be delivered to the respective girls.
I feel like being a Cupid. Haha.



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I just cant feel any chemistry between me and a person when making new friends.
Perhaps ive lost the mood to make new friends online.
It could be temporary.
Or forever.
Rasanya aku benar-benar sudah tawar hati.


suddenly i wanna hear his voice.
Pffftt.

::life
11/19/2006 11:07:00 PM

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

i dont know. i seriously dont know. well, maybe i know but i cant put it into words. i cant string words into sentences. well, maybe i can, but im just not putting in effort.

i just want answers to all, if not, most of the questions that keep playing in my mind.
its like, you think, you ask yourself, but you dont get the answers, so you leave them aside. and then when the time comes again, u start thinking of the questions again. and the whole process repeats in a never-ending cycle.


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stupid. i seriously feel stupid.
obviously you played around with your words. im sure, if other girls were to be in HER position, they will be mad. at you.
or at me. either one of us.
but yea, as u say, you're faithful to her.
so be it. i believe you.
we are not like what we used to anyway.


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yes, there are many fishes in the sea.
but its hard to find a good one. an ideal one. your so-called dream fish.
and even if u found one, the fish may just SWIM away.


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i feel like a loser. loser loser loser.
as i say, muka mcm aku ni siapa yang nak.
but yea, i agree. jodoh terletak di tangan Tuhan.
maybe its not my time yet.
hmm, maybe.. just maybe, my demands are too much. hmm..
then again, until when...?


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when..? when, really?
i apologise truly if those are just accusations made.
but they're definitely NOT baseless ones.
every conclusion made comes with evidence, be it concrete or just mild.
im tired.
and i bet almost everyone is, too.
mentally sick and tired to think about it, but still searching, and continue searching for the ultimate verdict.


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perhaps i should just stop thinking too much.
like you said, i can think of other things that are more productive to be thought of.
moreover, other things wont take up so much of my brain juice.


sigh.

::life
11/15/2006 05:55:00 PM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Suddenly, just so suddenly, for that one split second, my heart just melts. I felt sooo sorry.
But the doubts started to came back. Just like that.


So many things said, so many lies heard, so many controversies talked about. A tinge of guilt was always felt whenever it was brought up. At at the same time, i can't bring myself to stop it. I cant stop myself from feeling that way. Why? Why must it be this way..?

I cant stand living like this anymore. Please, PLEASE, i beg of you. Be frank with us.

Dear God, please show us the right path in finding the truth.

::life
11/14/2006 09:43:00 AM

Monday, November 13, 2006

121106 Jalan Raye: RoundTwo=)







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dammit.
if i dont have the right to say that, then u dont have the right to slam me like that.
SHEEESH.
whatever la. im not going to let this get into my head that badly.
why the heck are you being so protective..?!

::life
11/13/2006 03:21:00 PM

Kindergarten Graduation Ceremony 2006 =)




from left: hassan, muZz, adilah, yani, baby, rusy, kak zura, liyana, izan, kak yati
back row: fir, rani, khaliq

the jambu girls=)

::life
11/13/2006 01:15:00 PM

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Friday-

OP. I stuttered in presentation. And I wasnt anwering the question in QnA. Haix.
Heck la. Its over anyway.

E E B C B E.
Ranking point: 54 (Whatever is THAT?!).
Excellent punctuality record=D.
56 hours of CIP.
PROMOTED.
(Thank God.)



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Saturday-

Morning madness. To sum up my morning- loads of chaos before the submission of InR. Phew. PW IS FINALLY OVERRRRRRR!! Woohooo!


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Kids. 6 year olds. Simply adorable creatures. No matter how irritating or naughty or hyperactive they can get, no matter how much you scold them, deep down you will still love them.

I think the kindergarten graduation ceremony that was held today in Mujahidin Mosque was a success. It was my second time ‘babysitting’ six-year-olds. I think it is just appropriate for me to help out, as a sense of appreciation to my own teachers there. And of course, to have fun playing with the kids and most importantly, to gain the experience of a lifetime. I mean, how often do you get to play with kids and bond with them? And how often are you able to repsy the services given by the teachers for you to have a good education? During my kindergarten days, graduation was NEVER as fun as today. I’m kinda glad I was able to help out in today’s event, coz even if I cant join in the fun, at least I was able to witness it. Im gonna miss those kids, though.

Random fact: There was this lil cute guy that I was simply attracted to. He’s shy among us helpers, but he’s never quiet among his friends. Fairuz is cute, even when he was crying away coz something happened. Haha. I hope he will grow up to be a good guy.


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Went CCK after that. My uncle held his daughter’s 1st birthday. She behaved well today. Haha.
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Bluub bluub.

::life
11/11/2006 09:24:00 PM

viva La VivoCity!

Two trips to VivoCity in three days.
wheee. hhaaha.
i'll be back tonight. Meanwhile, enjoy~



071106 Tuesday (at the rooftop)









091106 Thursday.
(Obviously MuZz is crazy when she chose enjoyment ONE day before her OP..
wahhahah.. muz muz..)





::life
11/11/2006 07:19:00 PM

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

He tapped her shoulder. She looked up, and smiled at him. He held her hands and looked into her eyes lovingly. She felt his warmth, as he pulled her closer to him. He hugged her from behind. She closed her eyes, appreciating the affection that was given to her, wishing that it would never end.


Obviously, I just created a fantasy.
Sorry if Ive mislead anyone.
I dont think I did.



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I’m sure you have experienced it before. You know, how you are really really looking forward to do something, and when things didnt go according to plan, you just.. crashed. That feeling of hope just died.


But I believed there’s a reason behind it all.
So I’m cooling down now.



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Yes. Some guys. To hell with SOME guys. Haha.

Thanks, yea. You will get that table, one day.
And space for it too.
Haha=)


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::life
11/08/2006 10:08:00 PM

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Blogs.
They give us a freedom of expression, a freedom of speech.
At least, to me.
If some of you arent happy with my blog entries, kindly leave immediately. Coz here is where I rant, bitch, complain, nag, etc whenever I want to=)



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Guilt. Yes, guilt. It was the first thing that hit me. I know you dont mean anything bad. But I think other girls would have felt the same too if you told them the exact same thing. It left me in a kinda difficult position. And I hate being left in this kind of situation. But I guess every situation left me with a kind of lesson that I would have never gained if it werent for these situations I’m facing.
What you told me brought me back to the promise I made because of experiences. Telling myself I dont ever wanna be a come-and-go girl in anyone else’s life, I promised to be a friend to you no matter what happens.
And I’m simply having second thoughts now.


I dunno whether you’re gonna read this, but if you do, one question for you, my friend- to let go or hang on to this complicated friendship?
I would still hang on, if you were to ask me. I have no idea whatever for, but I’m not letting go. Unless fate has decided something else for me.



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To hell with guys.

ok, SOME guys.

::life
11/07/2006 09:30:00 PM

Monday, November 06, 2006

Pool. Shopping. Pool. Shopping. Pool. Shopping.
Ahahaha. I love pool and shopping=)

Had a third pool session with the two jokers again today. Had a damn good fun. Then went to library, borrowed some comics and books. Then headed to LJS for lunch/dinner.

Met up with abang’s gf after that. Watched her dance practice, then went night-shopping!!! Wheeee!!!
Hahaha. Originally we planned to watch a movie, but there weren’t any nice ones. So we went down to Town instead.
FINALLY! I got my $22 piece from Samuel&Kevin. READ THAT, FizahK!! Heee...
And it’s totally funded by her. WHEEEEEE!! I love her to bits.
$22 piece. Hairclips. Headbands. Girl boxers.=P
I love shopping with her=))

Fun day. But I’m struggling to type now.
Second bro decided to put a password for the other repaired com. So I took this old com, and set it up on the floor. Yes, people. I’m typing this, while lying on my front on the floor.
The cold, hard floor. Pathetic, ey?
But if there’s a will, there’s a way=)

::life
11/06/2006 11:17:00 PM

I LoVe PicTuReS=)

My shopping trip with FizahK. The pics=)



We took this secretly. In the dressing room.
This is what i called REAL window-shopping. heh=P




On the way home, waiting for the mrt. Tired but happy!=)


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my cuzzie and me at maternal relative's house. haha.

::life
11/06/2006 11:01:00 AM

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Is there really such thing as true love? How much will a person sacrifice for love? A person donated her heart to another woman just because she wants to see her best friend, whom she herself loved, happy with the other one.

Do such things ever happen in real life? I wonder…



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There must be imperfections in everyone, be it little or a lot. Just like life is never perfect. Nobody’s perfect. Hence I never try to hate anyone. Coz hate itself is a very dangerous word. At the very worst, I’ll just dislike a person very much or I’ll leave him/her alone.

I always look my imperfections things that make me different from everyone else. Things that are, what I define as, special.
To me, at least.
It is only when you don’t give a heck to craps and comments that people make, that everything else doesn’t matter. Coz you know you can survive with those flaws.


I think complaining is a simple form of expressing oneself out. I dare say that as much as I dislike hearing people complain, I hardly complain to them that they have been complaining a lot coz I myself practise excessive complaining.
( Oops. This sounds complicating.. but.. Whatever u think it is, yea.)
I know I complain a lot. But I will still ponder over things or people who may be more unlucky than me in the things I’m complaining about. And only then will I learn to reduce the amount of complains or, much easier, shut myself up.
Which brings me to the conclusion that for me, complains are done impulsively.


Gee. Whatever was that rant about??!


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::life
11/05/2006 05:13:00 PM

Saturday, November 04, 2006

::WheN SianzSaTioN StriKeS::

I happened to be online, and this guy whom I have no idea who, came to the scene. I shall now lead u readers to read my uncensored convo..





mike73076@hotmail.com says:
hi
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
umm
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
u are?
mike73076@hotmail.com says:
mike
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
umm...from?
mike73076@hotmail.com says:
19/m
mike73076@hotmail.com says:
Singapore
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
ohh.. what sch?
mike73076@hotmail.com says:
bartley sec
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
okayy..
mike73076@hotmail.com says:
u are 17
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
umm.. yupp
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
19? sec sch? u must be kidding
whowantmebaby says:
i was from that school now i am working as interior designer...
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
ouh..so u're nt schooling nw?
whowantmebaby says:
yes my lady
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
and u said u were from sec sch, so what am i supposed to believe? anw, hw did u get my contacts?
whowantmebaby says:
friendster lady....
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
urgh..stop the lady thing
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
so what do u want?
whowantmebaby says:
gentleman alway respect ladies...
whowantmebaby says:
i just want friendship....
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
then u should respect me and stop the lady thing
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
any pics of u?
whowantmebaby says:
ok
whowantmebaby says:
no
whowantmebaby says:
can i mail to u my pic
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
no. im nt interested anyway
whowantmebaby says:
not today cuz i am working...
whowantmebaby says:
ok i will not disturb u
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
u know what? u shouldn't be chatting while working. and hey, ur nick sounds desperate; are u lonely or something? since u said u will not disturb me, make sure u really wont.
whowantmebaby says:
i have a gf 4 ur info
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
then all the more u shouldnt be talking to me~!
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
unless u're breaking up, that is
whowantmebaby says:
as a friend not wrong and my gf also beside me...
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
ok, so?
whowantmebaby says:
i think u have a bad thinking about me...
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
yes, with a nick like that..
whowantmebaby says:
ok sorry i 4get to change it ...
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
no different. nick's been there. and so what if u change ur nick? i think it wont change my perception about u.
love in rome says:
ok
love in rome says:
bye anyway
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
ok\
love in rome says:
i dont talk or chat with ppl who thinks i am bad....
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
ah, that's a relief
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
i nvr think u're bad, its just that i have a problem with trusting ppl i dunno.
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
so... when r u making ur leave?
love in rome says:
trust is a big word
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
no its not
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
its smaller that aeroplanes
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
aeroplanes got more letters... so trust is kinda small
love in rome says:
once u lose it
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
*than
love in rome says:
its very hard to earn
MuZlzl ::Mono::Chro::Maniac:: chatterbox.the cute drummer(= says:
i thought u dont talk to ppl who have bad impressions on u?





Alright, alright. I hardly behave THAT unfriendly to people, really. In most of the cases, it’s always me adding people up. And I directly turn people off if I really dislike them.
Maybe I’m not interested at all, and I didn’t really bother at that moment.

After all, I WAS having fun. Replying to the IMs with the help of .. Husni! Hahaha. Funny sey. Some of the replies, if not most, were contributed by that joker. Wahaha.
And I was sooo laughing my arse off to the replies.

So.. sorry, bugger. I guess I was kinda freaked out when you IMed me suddenly, when in fact, I deleted you off my contacts.
And I guess I just need some laugh from boredom. Haha.


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Now, talking about chatting, I simply could not forget a chat between me and a friend two months ago..
That simple chat- a gullible one you may say- just cannot make me hold back my smile whenever I think about it.


I was swearing...

MuZlzl --> ::Mono::Chro::Maniacs:: .FINALLY.
F ahh
D0Tzzzz...
F?
D0Tzzzz...
FROG?
MuZlzl --> ::Mono::Chro::Maniacs:: .FINALLY.
LOL
MuZlzl --> ::Mono::Chro::Maniacs:: .FINALLY.
F***
D0Tzzzz...
FISH?
MuZlzl --> ::Mono::Chro::Maniacs:: .FINALLY.
hahaha
MuZlzl --> ::Mono::Chro::Maniacs:: .FINALLY.
whatever lah
D0Tzzzz...
F?
MuZlzl --> ::Mono::Chro::Maniacs:: .FINALLY.
suit urself
D0Tzzzz...
Fun?




-_-''
I simply do not believe that friend of mine is THAT gullible. Haha.




MSN and chatting. Do they bring about harm or happiness? Another friend of mine once told me that he dares to say 90% of teenage relationships are caused by the world of Internet- be it MSN or online networking. How true that is, I have no idea. Let the people who fall in love through the Net judge that statement themselves.
Or maybe, anyone can judge it.


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“Luck never gives; it only lends.”

~My all-time fav quote~

::life
11/04/2006 11:34:00 PM

cough cough cough.
My voice's kinda okay now. At least better than yesterday.
Thanks to well-wishers. And Shila's strepsils. Heh.


Malay paper yesterday was okay. Managed to answer all questions. Wrote crap in one part of the Kefahaman though. Heck la, it's over anyway.
Dance- usual stuffs. Nothing new.


Slept at 6.30pm in the last evening. Guess i was super exhausted.
Didn't have a good sleep though.. Haix.



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i admit i was a lil happy when i found out.
but why the hell for?
its not like a i can own u during that short period of time, right?


Get REAL, MuZz.

::life
11/04/2006 09:56:00 AM

Friday, November 03, 2006

311006 Raya Outing Pics Part III =)

me and fizahC. hee^^




















from top: me and the two jokers=) ; me and syafiq;shila and me=) ; group photo at fizah's house; nana and me at her house
I'm rushing for time now; need my rest coz having dance soon! Yay!
=)

::life
11/03/2006 11:58:00 AM

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Dance.
Usual stuffs. Twirling, twisting, and shaking. Sweating out.
Yea. Those movements along with the fast beat can really make u lose weight.


Had lunch with Syafiq, Yantee, Mira, the two Fizahs, Nawa, ShiEla&ShILa, and FizahC's Cikgu at Pizza Hut JP.


Then Yantee, Fizahs, Cikgu, Syafiq and me went to watch The Guardian at Marina Square. Kutcher's cute! Lolx. But the ending moved me to tears. Like, tears just started flowing during that part, and I have no idea why.


After movie, Cikgu sent Syafiq to Silat training and the rest of us home.
And here I am, struggling to keep myself alive for tomorrow's MT paper.
With flu, sore throat and cough all at once.
And to complete this perfect recipe, i'm losing my voice.
All the best, MuZz.


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I hate this.
I truly hate this.
I hate it when i'm forced to accompany you to sleep.
Can u bloody stop being a baby, for my sake?
For HER sake?
For everyone's sake?
JUST SLEEP LA, DAMMIT!
kau takut ape??!

arghhh...
AKU BENCIIIIII !!!!!!!!!!



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Yes, He does have His ways to work this world coz He is the Creator, and i believe He is the Fairest of all.



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::life
11/02/2006 08:30:00 PM

311006 Raya Pics Part II

at bus stop heading to Mira's house.
at mira's house.. alamak, why gino and ilyas pose like that??!
me and ShiEla
Nawa's house=) very lawa! lolx



aTeMuZzy and KuYaGno

::life
11/02/2006 07:43:00 PM









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